Dead Stars

I think my star has dimmed.  I don't seem to be excelling in the postion I am right now.  I feel like I'm drowning with work.  I haven't even started with my thesis yet.  I am so dead.  I am still in my mutt hole and I feel like all the more that I would stay, the more the hole gets deep, and by then, I could not leave it.  I need to go.  I'm desperate to go.  I'm so screwed.